Tuesday, December 27, 2005

faded lives`

HAPPIE BDAY DA GE=)
wanted to get u bday cake.
but no money.
cush money tmr den can withdraw.
zzz!!!



oh ya! last entry i forget to post one impt thing.
my baby (handphone) almost crash on x'mas.
cush it 'swim' in water.
den suddenly,
when we were happily playing pool,
it blackout.
my baby is only 4 mth old.
surely it cant blackout so fast.
weeped for my baby.
den went back to room blow dry.
were bathing,
when QAD know on the bathroom door sae baby revive.
i was so elated that i quickly get into my clothes,
and come out of the bathroom.
luckily i finished bathing=x

going out soon.
with QAD.
hahaha.
to bugis n orchard.
wann to go shopping.
shop for frankie gege de wedding de clothes.
woohoo!! i can see franklin gege soon!!
he's gonna be so handsome on the 1st.



1st..
its g**bert bday.
another yr passed lidat.
im missing him so so much.
dunno wad to do .
cant see him,
he isnt online when im online.
no more contacts cush i nv tell him my new number.
anw,
i doubt he still keeps my old number in his phone book.
WADEVER!
im tired.


going to prepare for outing soon.
stop here.
CIAOS!!!

Monday, December 26, 2005

faded lives

chalets was fun.
from 2/8,
to the 7gers.
n just ended was christmas party at rasa sentosa.
people,
SENTOSA rawkks!
i love sentosa so so much. dun understand why.

the stay at rasa was so so fun.
the beach.
cup noodles.
chocolates.
gifts exchange.
pillow fight last min.
smacking each other's butt.
its fun.

shall not talk more .
in a rush.
will update if got the time.
ciaos!!


f a d e d l i v e s
i missed him
so near, yet so far..

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

faded lyfe

finally finished the 4days of hard work.
*yawnns!*
ii onli manage to sell out pathetic 2.
the rest are given to me by others.
total earned.. $18o onli bahh.
not so sure of the amount.
but definitely less den $200.
zZz.
now im in need of a JOB!!
ii wan money!!
i dun wan to b off at home doing NOTHING!!
the feelings isnt good.

baby jingxuan is so so so keaii!!
just now reach home from town.
while watching funkies,
was watching her also.
her eyes are so sparkling.
OH MY GOODNESS!
mummy was telling me.
gugu sae xiaoxuan de mouth look like me.
hehes. im so elated=)
my xiaoxuan look like me when im small lehh.
after awhile she fall asleep le.
the way baby sleep are so so cute.
summore she's onli 7days old.
so small. so damn kawaii!!
sleep halfway,
will open eyes peek awhile.
den go back to sleep. hahas.
den i put blanket for her also.
cuz she figid around.
ii wan to carry her!!
but i dun dare=x
too fragile le.
wait till she is older,
and i will definitely carry her everyday=)
xiaoxuan. xiaoxuan!!

was at town looking for job.
went to interview b4 heading town.
was at clarke quay.
JUMBO!! a seafood restaurant.
i dun wan work there=x
need to work for chi new yr eve n 2nd day.
no way man!
my new yr is reserve for family n see hunk de lehh=p
my cousin !!
hehes. so.. no way am i going to work on the 2nd day of new yr.
den dear, han n i headed to town.
went to taka fyrst.
han wan to eat.
and it a good choice going to taka.
hahas.
cush dear n i saw WILLIAM TAN YAO RONG!!
horhor. dear went mad.
i was ok.
but so qiao can.
working de shi huo saw tan yan n zZen.
go town saw william.
why i nv see niunai?
he's also in sg wad.
in town summore.
hurhur.
speaking of niunai.
he leaving soon.
on wed. hohohohoho. =(

back to job thingy.
so swai lahh.
so mani shops looking for 18yrs old n above.
in the end,
only wrote down name for 3 shops.
yawnns!
think also wun get recruited bahh.
so many pple applying. *yawns*
went to look for mel n chris at cine-kpool
den awhile later,
dear n i wen to heeren walk walk awhile.
i wan to buy so so so many things.
can money please come to me!!!
bot nail polish.
i love the colour.
one of it is choosen by dear.
damnit nice.
GREEN!!
woohoo! wanted to paint when reached home.
but looking at the tyme now?
forget it.
want to sleep after blogging.

just now i saw him online.
i didnt noe in the first place,
till i open my msn window.
shocked!!
hahas.
he came swiftly,
n went swiftly.
didnt even noe he's left.
i reali miss him so much.
y cant ii let him go ?
it so so so xinku can.
im only torturing myself lorr.
haish.
faded.
fated bahh.
hear baobeii saw him that day.
so good.
how i wish were her.
i have not seen him for 1 mth , 8days.
misses him so much.
haish.

oh ya!
just now at town,
saw cute guy.
and maybelx's bistro place cute guy too.
hahas.
not bad.
reali quite cute.
dear also say so.
lol. but he's only cute.
no handsome.
hurhur.

i need a JOB!!
I WAN A JOB!!
IM SO BORED AT HOME!!
I NEED MONEY!!

jingxuan just fall asleep.
she was wailing just now.
cush hungry.
hahas.
her wailing is music to my ear=)
I SIMPLY LOVE HER!!

woohoo!!
she rawkks my world!!




[[missing you
[[just when i needed u most
[[u feel nothing at all..

Monday, November 28, 2005

faded lyfes

wahahas.beloved send wo photo le.so so mani.

here we go!!
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she meet me after my paper .
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hmms. our mthniversary ? i snarl at her=x
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she stick put tongue siia=x hmph
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i love dis. we 2 looks happie =)
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eyer!! she tickle me!! so itchy!! hurhur
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i love us making funny faces. hehe.
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'oink oink' hehes.
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I LOVE THIS!!! SO TOUCHED!!
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us at far east a long tyme ago.
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she meet me after piano lesson to pass her nanding.

that's the end.

hahas .

i got a feeling.

QINGAIIDERHS gonna arbish me.

cush i nv update our pic. sorry qingaiiderhs!!

[[missing G

[[u feel nth at all.

[[when u say nothing at all.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

faded lives`

baby niece is home for the 6th days.
she's damn cute lahh.
believe it or not.
her wailing is music to my ears.
baby is so damn cute.
OMG! cant resist the temptation...
to pinch babies. hehes.
saw her sleep. yawns. awake.
look at me with her big big eyes.
kinda big lahh=p
i dote on her more den i dote on anyone.
these few days working.
so little time to see her.
so heartpain.
hope to see her everyday , every min.
but i noe its impossible lahh.
loves baby jingxuan so so so so much.
i wan to carry her.
but i dun dare.
she's too small.
i will! when she grow older.
how am i going to survive my chalet days without seeing her?
i will miss her like crazy.
loves loves baby jingxuan=)


working is no fun.
esp at EXPO.
like dammit tired everyday,
but yet,
have to travel home for a long tyme.
and the worst thing is that,
I DID NOT SELL ANYTHING FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS!!
im not cut out for desk/laptops.
only cut out for PDAs.
loll. kidding.
hehes.

i offered a ger mentoes YTD.
she's damn cute lahh.
only 2 yrs old.
so ke ai.


hahas. im in the baby state now.
babies are cute.
i will have one ard..
7years later, if someone wants me.
hehehehehe.


to BAOBEII: dun worry.
i wun forget u.
hahas. u were saying to me dun forget u when have jingxuan.
hehe. but she will come on first place.
all my precious will nv left my mind=)
friends are important too =)



[[*miss him so much.
[[*so near yet so far.
[[*it's just another day that past.
[[*feelings for u not changed.
[[*miss u.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

faded lives

sobs for my hair.
only fringe got color.
sobs sobs.
haish.
ii wann to dye again!!!


its all over!
Os is finally over!
yipee yaber doo!!!
wahahas.
freed finally.
2666o181, sayonara!!!!




[[*i missed him..

faded lives`




my baby niece is born ytd!!
muarkks, love her thou have not see her.
love babies!!!
woohoo!
21st nov =)
baby! baby! baby!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

faded lives``

6 days since i last updated.
Os is almost FINISHED!
danmit WORRIED!
history was ok.
essay was easy.
but source based ?
i blessed myself.
hurhur.



dancing soon !
ytd watched harry potter wid hugger ,
she said hamzah asked us go dance.
hoho!
DANCING!
looking forward to the day !
but noe wad.
im stiff already .
so so stiff.
how to dance ?
N!
it clashes with m working days.
OH MY GOODNESS!
i dun care.
i wan to dance.
if cat dun let me take 1/2 day off,
i go dancing.
hurhur.
rebellious huh. =x
goodness. suddenly gt no mood to write.
hurhur.




ps: finally i saw him online ytd =)




[[*faded lives
[[*missing you.
OMG!! the blur me wid the specs!!
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zilianing! i like this=)
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she loves dis. nice mani wo =)
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im so happy huh ? hahas.
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we makening at cine. hehes.
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at westmall de delifrances.
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US!
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we at westmall foodcourt=)
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sisters are meant to be together forever=)

maybel's bday

maybel's bday.



this is her bday cake.



hehes. she 18.



yea!



eighteen ok.



she is legal for clubbing!!!



i wan i wan  !!!



enjoy the pics=)
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the slice that she like. n her bday cake=)
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our 'feast'
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her bday cake. hurhur.
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wad does this look like ?
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Friday, November 11, 2005

afaded lives``

im backkk! after so long.
im rotting from all the studying.
GOODNESS !
today finished e.maths paper 2 .
if im lucky, n there's no careless mistake,
i can get 40 marks and above.
but who knows.
mebbi wad i tort is ryte,
but is actually wrong ?
maths paper 1 is a worry for me also.
both math papers are worry for me.
dammit.
i wan my poly and $5oo and overseas trip !!
haish . so pek chek over sci(phy) .
i should not have change my answer for the long ques.
goodness can.
hopefully out of 6 marks, can at least get 3 marks bahh.
ss was like . shack . dammit .
should not have give up on VENICE dammit.
argh!!!
eng was ok.
but im worried.
as its impt. hmm.
anymore paper ? did i missed out anything ?
oh ya. sci(chem) . no comment.
hope wad i think is ryte is actually ryte bahh =)

i wan shopping !
i wan date wid my BAOBEII
i wan 2/8 chalet !
i wan 7gers chalet !
i wan date wid DEAR !
i wan qingaiiderhs!
i wan date wid BELOVED
i wan dates with all my pwecious !
i wan so many things.
I WAN ENERGY CONCERT VCD!!
all these seem so far.
all due to Os .
have so many days to survive.
11 more days.
11days sound so near, but actually its so far.
haish.

oh ya.
i wan watch my LOK ZAI de show .
'drangon squad'' hehes.
watching wid mrs.vanness wu .
hehe. she's mad now.
u noe why. cuz.
i jush show her her nic de pic.
lol. took from school de.
in poster. lol. oh ya.
back to topic.

11 days. haish.
so far u know.
oh ya ! someone's bday 7days later.
im not getting anything for her=p
*hinthint* my bday coming soon also. 17th bday =)
1mth plus more.
heheheheheh !!!


[[*missing BEN and ALBERT SEE
[[*missing SHUWEI
[[*so near yet so far.
[[*CONFUSED!

Saturday, October 29, 2005

mtvs

Thursday, October 20, 2005

im not bias wo=/

alright. im updaing pic again.



im not being bias ok.



i not onli update me n baobeii de pics.



i update others too.



but these pic are vehh 'old' already=x



ENJOY!!
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me + beloved de fyrst date.



she's with her weibo book,



we both are shy=x
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she like dis one,



if im not wrong.
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i loves my dear too.



i wonder she ever visit my blog or not.



no tags from her.



but  i love her so much.



for she's my DEAR!!!



 



 



 



[[*when u sae nth at all.



[[*it hurts to look back.



[[*i wanna STRIVE for O LEVEL!!!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

baobeii n maii pics=)


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our 39th mthniversary =)

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 this was a long time ago, on 6th aug.

Monday, October 10, 2005

faded lives

alright man.
new update again.
gotta be fast wid this update.
rushing to studie.


ytd went to SUPER FUNKIE recording.
woo~ got mayday wo.
actually got he xiao mei also.
but dunno whiie he suddenly nv turn up.
sadden u noe. =(
anw, stay tune to the episode 4wks from today,
and try to spot me in CHANEL's fc.
kekes. i guess its hard to spot me=x

junyang rawkks. junyang rawkks junyang rawkks!
should have gone for sat's also.
got derrick!!!
OMG! DERRICK!!!
im going crazy. keke.
silver vehh kewt nehh.
oh ya! took pic with zzen=)
actually can took wid sebastian too.
but gt pple chase him up u see.
machiam the jingjiren lidat.
DUHH!!!


feeling so terrible now.
morning headache.
lead to flu.
now still having flu.
my nose wan to run away already. keke.


alright. thats the end of my entry.
short heh,
sorry ar, i need to study.
study ok, pple.
Os is onli 28 days away.
den we can enjoy freedom for 4mths!
JIAYOU! GANBATTE!



[[*when u sae nth at all
[[*i dun wanna fight no more.

Friday, October 07, 2005

faded lives

yes yes.
im updating again.
dun blame me for not updating for so long.
i onli manage to come into dis page today.
wonder wadds wrong wid my net,
cant get into msn also.
finally can today=)

im gonna tell a story today.
i heard abt it ytd.

xiao xue n xiao ting have been best friends since young.
they lived in the same block, studied in the same primary school.
it was fate that brought them into the same secondary school.
and in the same class.
xiao xue faced some family prob in sec2,
but xiao ting stood by her.
she helped xiaoxue in her school works.
they were as close as sisters.
after O level,
they went to the same poly to try out.
and both of them manage to get into it the following year.
though they were in different class,
they remain the best of friends.

one day, xiao ting brings along nick during recess,
and introduce him to xiao xue.
it was after that, that xiao xue learnt that xiao ting carrys a torch for nick.
but at the same time, xiaoxue have some feelings for nick too.
but she keeps it from xiaoting.
this lasted for 2 years,
when they graduate.
as xiaoting is going overseas to further her studies,
she made a decision to tel nick of her feelings for him.
SURPRISINGLY, nick told xiaoting that the one he like is xiaoxue.
xiaoting was devastated.

she called xiaoxue and tell her abt it.
she tried hard to not cry over the phone.
where from then on,
they nv contact.
xiaoxue n nick did not proceed to be on an item,
as xiaoxue feels that she let xiaoting down.
she owe xiaoting too much.
until today, she had nt seen xiaoting,
but she hopes that xiaoting is doing well.


wau! can u imagine.
2best friends falling for the same guy ?
well, it happened to me before.
and let me tell u.
its reali a very devastating feeling.
but its the past.
so lets not brood over it=)
[[*it hurts so much when it happened to u.
u will not noe how the feeling is like
till u experience it.
but dun ever do so.
its heartening.


i wann to blog abt someone!
someone who says to my baobeii that
if baobeii wants to vomit,
should let her noe abt it.
its like. c'mon.
u wan a person to tell u she wants to vomit,
when she dun wann to go to the toilet ?
its like so duhh!
n baobeii is just lying on the table taking a rest .
its not as if she's sleeping k .
i've never see such a unreasonable person as her before.
even when we explained, she is still as stubborn as a bull.
DUHH!! c'mon lahh!

wau! i finally vented everything out.
hahas.

im so down.
i dunno why.
relationsship between me n qingaiiderhs.
shrink so so so much.
its so heartening.
haish. whie. whie . whie.

[[*everything changed.
[[*it hurt to look back
[[*just when i needed u most.
[[*dun wanna fight no more.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDISON!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

faded life

i was walking
down the street one day.
i bumped into you,
i din noe wadd to sae.
you looked at me n smiled.
my heart nearly melt.
how i wish it was true,
a knock wakes me up.
realising it was a dream.

if i have a choice,
i nv wans to wake up.
to me,
you are a treasure.
to you,
im a trash.
i know i wan you to be mine,
but im not sure,
if im the ger in your dream.

i din noe.
reality could be so cruel.
just as i thought things were doing well
u were together wid HER.
you loved her so much,
and so do i .
she gave you a chance.
but i have no chance.
heartless is wadd you said.
cold-blooded is wadd you said.
im just a simple ger.
i, too, have feelings.


i'll never forget.
o1o2o4 this day.
a day of hope,
but for a few days.




`faded life.
`simplicated love.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

faded life

hey peeps.
im back.
i miss energy so much.
heard from baobeii.
for jin qu jiang,
ticket on sales since monday, 26th sept.
our mthniversary lehh=x
hehes.
i wanna go for this yr de.
even if energy nv come.
i also wanna go.
i've missed 2yrs de golden melody awards le.
jie wan2 go als0?

woohoo!
today is the last day of prelims.
omg! finally its over.
tmr ms koh giving back paper lehh.
im so afraid.
scared flunk.
she's giving back ss paper onli.
im more worried for hist paper.
cush i noe im doom for it=x
i gonna work hard hard hard for Os.
if i wann to get admited to poly's business course.
budden on second thought.
i do POA so badly.
hehe. nvm.
i must buck up on maii humans + maths.
i can do it!
ganbatte!!!!

now i at beloved's hse.
she jush help wo tie plaits.
*dunno spell correct or not*
hehes. i sure dun dare to go out in the hair.
later pple sae i act=x hehe.
i will take it down later.
but she sae nice.
i haven seen for myself.
i will take a look later.
beloved sorry arr.
we stay at ur hse rot.
cuz i dun wan in sch u.
go kranji.
utterly sorry okok.
yuan liang wo hao mahh?
hehes.
aiyahh! whie u come back room?
cant update le lahh .
hahas. bleahx!

dis morning i was supposed to meet sweetie at 9.4o.
but she forget the time to meet.
in the end she arrive at 1o.
loll. but i met baobeii + dear,
so we waited for sweetie at mac.
saw alot of pple.
got marc, cl, wp, ronald, cy + rudy bahh.
baobeii + i discover sth abt mac's toilet.
the basins is unisex de.
for bothe males n females.
so ma fan.
if gers wan to tie hair.
den got guys wan to wash hands,
den it'll be so inconvenience.
EEEYER! hehes. i very ma fan de=x
den i helped sweetie buy breakkie for her boiboi.
after not long, she arrived.
n we zhao liaoss. hehes.

nth much happened these days, actually.
or is it im not in the mood to blog?
i not sure also.


beloved so notti.
tmr dun wan go skewl.
cant see her in da morning liaoss.
sadden.
but she go skewl also no use nahh.
cher also nv teach de.
might as well stay @ home sleep=x hehes.


maybelx honey arr.
when u giving me back my nan ding arr?
i missed it so much u noe?
+ the superstar concert tix!!
miss u loads !
contact me!


happie burfday shengrong=)



baobeii + dear + beloved + qingaiiderhs + sweetie + hugger + honey + all my pewcious.
i loves u all.
miss u all loads.



`faded life
`dun wanna fight no more
`when u sae nothing at all.
`i miss you.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

`` im back ``

yo. im back ger. hehs.
maii beloved 'cui' miee to update maii blog le.
hahas. so here im .
im back!

firstly firstly firstly.
i wanna apologise to maii hugger.
cush ii forget that ytd was our 4mth-niversary.
'n' i totally forgotten abt it,
oh maii goodness.
i cant believe ii actually her believe it.
oh no.
SORRY HUGGER.
dui bu qi.
happie belated 4mth-niversary okok.
sorry hugger.
i'll make up for the date during the holis.


ytd i was at cwp + lot1 wid beloved.
i wanted to buy for beloved sth @ mini toons.
den shun bian go 'date'.
den in the end, we still end up in lot.
hahas. cush she wanted to watch movee.
den cwp de timing dun match.
so we went baq lot watch.
watch 3.15 de show bahh.
till ard 5 plus.
but b4 show start,
we went to take neo neo. hehes.
i kinda like that machine.
is beloved de AIAIs machine lai de. hehs.
den after that,
we went breadtalk.
she wann buy bread.
den i itchy mouth.
so i bot also. hehes.
den ii scared kana caught.
so i squeze 2 bread in maii bag.
hahas. den who noes.
in the end, the auntie talking on the phone.
also nv look de.
cheyy. make me worry for nth. hahas.
den the bread i eating horr.
suppose to be garlic bread lehh.
but in the end is sweet de.
weird weird taste. hahas.
but nice lahh. not bad. hehs.
den after movee.
we go library.
hehe.
zilian again. hahas.
but there are so mani pple ard.
make us so embarassed. zzz.
hahas.
den we change one spot to another.
den in the end, we go neoprint machine there take.
hahas. also change from one machine to another.
den not long after.
we go walk walk.
i bot maii MAIA's album.
yea! muarkks`` she so chio! hahas.
after, we go IP zone.
there got discount siia.
but ii no money.
the jacket onlie selling @ 23bucks onlie lehh.
haish.
after, we went outta lot.
waited for 3o2wid beloved.
den her bus cum ler.
she go off.
den ii also go off le. go n wait 19o.
hahas. 1+9=0
hehes. miee 'n' maybelx de symbol. hehs.

at evening that tyme,
maybelx suddenly kol wo.
hahas. sae wan2go eat or not.
but maii hse cook alotsa thing.
den ii ask her over eat.
hahas. when she reach,
we watched ENERGY first.
the DVD. den after,
we go maken le.
maken finish, we went in2 r00m.
i dug out all our past photos.
den we were looking at it.
'n' laughing at it so madly. OMG!
so ... cant believe it. hahas.
so farnie lahh. hahas.

today ii wake her (maybelx) up @ 1plus.
hahas. den i went over her hse.
we were suppose to go lot.
hahas. she get up,
brush up. den we leave home liaoss.
'n' headed for lot1.
hehs. we went to buy nan ding first.
den we went eat.
after that, ii go buy contact.
OMG! got one guy at there,
promoting contact lens solution .
he's vehh cute.
hahas.
maybelx 'n' ii totaly stunned. loll.
budden we din stay for long. hahas.
not long later, went home liaoss.

maii qingaiiderhs sae i kukunehneh lehh.
so sad.
she mei you scold wo before de lehh.. =(
reali thanks for lending me your shoulders on 31st aug.
onlie u noe wadd happen n no one else.
keep it to yourself okok. muarkks. aiinii.


hahas. i love maii beloved so much. loll.
she ytd hen ke aii siia.
hahas. i like the monkey i buy for her.,
hehs.
but too bad ii cant find the design i like.
if not i buy also.


baobeii arr. u haven gimmi add lehh=(
sad liaoss.
i shall see maii baobeii on tuesday.
shall see maii dear on tuesday also. maii beloved also=)




``everything change.
``there are no promise in the world.
``faded live.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

im back! yo!

jush came back frm chasing weibo.
i wun go into details.
no tyme.
wann to bathe.
hehs.
anw, he's cool, cute...
but! energy still rawkks! hahas.
i nv forget maii energy at all.
beloved tort i ferget liaoss.
hehs.


[o5o8o5
wEe. today miee, dear n baobeii went lot!
yea yea.
hahas.
baobeii wann miee to update.
hehs.
we were in more than words,
wen baobeii saw snoopy cushion.
summore the snoopy is hid one corner de,
vehh kewt.
den she seems to like it alot.
so i bot it fer her.
w/o her knowing.
den after ii pay,
ii realise she's looking for that particular cushion.
cush the one ii buy is the onli one,
she cant find it aniwhere.
den baobeii sadden. hahas.
so ke aii. loll.
den i put it on the floor,
to pretend that it was found.
but!
baobeii blur blur de.
not curious at all.
nv go open to see.
summore trip over it.
and kick it!!
hahas.
den play play.
till reach lvl1,
den i sae i bot sth fer beloved.
ask her wann to see or nt,
den ii take it out.
AND after so long,
finally she saw her snoopy.
hahas.
baobeii so keaii. hahas.
den we go foodcourt take photo.

i also got buy dolphin fer maii dear lehh. =)
yea! finally bot fer her le.]
muarkks to maii dear n baobeii.


haish. anw, want to noe more abt weibo thing,
go n visit beloved blog a few days later.
i got no tyme to update.
anw, we took one last photo with weibo.
but is group de.
but its okayy.
at least have. =)
anw, sorry for isolating weibo.
haish.


ii think ii will stop here.
sad to continue.
haish. ii miss energy.,
ii heard that they coming soon.
haish. dunno ehh. i miss them.



beloved + baobeii + qingaiiderhs + aiai + dEar! + all maii precious.
loves u all.
haish.
im sad.
baobeii n beloved noe whiee.
haish.



wo xiang ku dan shi ku bu chu lai.
[-i dun wanna fight no more-]

Saturday, July 30, 2005

[yoohoo!]

tyme to update again after 1week!
woohoo!!! i joined pan shuai bang.
wanted to join 2yrs ago.
but inside gt one gal i dun like.
but now got beloved peii.
so its okayy=)




ytd was sushi day!
miee n dear went to find sweet, baobeii n junhong after our aEp.
*baobeii n i skipped fNn=x*
but i meet beloved furst.
cush take letter from her.
den i ask her wan2 follow us up see her aiai or not.
den she follow us up=)
we went there.
den baobeii sayy they jush eat onli.
i find it weird but abit believe it.
cush there are no plates on the table le.
den sweet take sashimi for miee to eat.
den she keeps taking. loll.
den i ask baobeii she dun wan to eat sashimi?
she said jush now she ate le.
oh oh!
she let the cat out of the bag.
hahas.
she sae ate le.
means jush now sae jush reach is bluff wo de.
haha. luckily i ish half suspect, half believe.
baobeii so kewt horr.
hahas. den i sae i dun wan eat sashimi.
cush i dun wan to eat got wasabi de.
den they sae no wasabi de.
lol.
i so paiseh.
like mountain turtle lidat.
anything also dunno .
hahas.

den sweey, baobeii n jh go walk walk, digest.
left miee n dear at there eating. dear notti siia.
sick still wana eat fried chicken.
notti notti.
hahas.
den i eat butter oyster.
so hot. hard to take.. loll.
erm. i forget details lerr..
haish. jush wryte wadd i rmb=x
den they come back liaoss,
we order food again. nv stay for more than 30 mins,
all of us full liaoss.
so we settle bill.
miee n dear were there for 2 hrs lidat,
they were there for 3 hrs.
not bad ehh=))



den wo men go toilet.
come out from toilet.
sweet n JH went inside one neoprint machine.
n baobeii took their pic.
so farnie.
hahas..



den we went to yellow.
hahas.
garrick keep asking us to buy things.
in the end,
baobeii n wo buy our 37mth-niversary present=)
muhahas. im loving it=)
right baobeii!? =)
den we walk walk walk.
baobeii buy sth for beloved.
im nt telling her wad isit.
hehs.
but ish sth she will like for sure.
hahas



den we proceed downstairs.
deciding of where to go.
den decided to go laser flair.
hahas.
the escalator there is flat de.
so sweet, baobeii n JH play there.
the downward escalator they run up,
and vice versa.
loll.
so farnie. den security come out.
sweet tort is wan2 catch us.
we run to toilet.
loll. den we 4 gers negotiate in toilet.
say we play o ya bei ya som.
who lose den walk out see where's the guard.
hahas. JH lost. cush we planned le.
hehes.
den we walked out.
played for awhile more.
den we go upstairs.
outside KFC, got red earth de 'roadshow'
den this sales person look like a man.
but shape of a woman.
den we walked up see see.
she talk to us.
is a man lai de.
eeek!
scary,
den we went outta lot lerr.
sweet went to top up, den we walked or ways.
i was waiting for 190.
den suddenly saw beloved.
she came back from bukit timah=)
she going her ah ma hse worr.
take 307.
if baobeii nv walked hm, den same bus as her.
den beloved stayed n talk to miee till 307 come.
den she go off lerr..
i reached home, n found that wad i wann to give baobeii arrive le.
i so high. cush i looking forward to that thing for vehh long le=)
baobeii will have surprise on monday=)



at nyte talked on phone wid beloved.
talked abt him.
the 3yrs that one.
sad. haish.
dunno why suddenly think of him.
hmms.
anw, its fun talking to beloved.
cush i have nt been talking on phone for some tyme lerr=)
beloved, aii sii nii lerr!


o! yarr.
we saw one boiiboii outside NTUC.
he's so kewt! i took his pic=)





qingaiiderhs.
i seems to drift frm euu le lehh.
we 2 whole wks nv heart to heart talk liaos..
but i still misses euu.


beloved.
i wann more dates.
muhahas.
loves euu!



baobeii.
loves euu worr.
misses euu.
will oways be there for euu=)


dear. i love euu more n more each day le.


aiai.
i miss energy=x
hahas. miss euu too.
miss xiaowei too.


sweet..
thanks for oways being there fer miee=)




all maii pwecious. carn live wo euu all.



haooy burfday show n lennard=x

Friday, July 22, 2005

[22.o7.o5]

loll! backie in action again.
missing for a long long tyme lerr.
wahahas.
got miss miee mahh?
i noe nv derhs.
sadden. sadden. cries.
loll.




i got my phone!
yea! im glad.
hahas.
a new phone finally.. =)



todayy was fun ehh.
hahas..
was in skewl fer aEp.
took photo wid that tupid eddie.
loll.
den secretly took photo of yinhon n jerome..
loll. dey looks farniee siia.
loll.
weird guy. hahas.



den after aEp..
miee n dear go lot find baobeii and sweet..
junhong was there too.
they ate pizza hut.
*the torts of pizza makes miee hungry*
we find dem le. miee n dear went to 'shop' at seiyu.
den we went up to more than words.. *that's more than a word=x*
where after, we went maken-ing at foodcourt.
beside where miee n dear sitting.
got dis mother n son.
the son is of poly age.
he looks kwet ehh. =x
hahas. den miee n dear keep looking at his direction.
bt nt to see him.
is to see bhind.
den i think he tot we looking at him.
loll.
den dear sae he look at her weird weird..
loll.
farnie guy. hahas. but he's kwet. chio also. oOps!
den i was abt to sae he looks handsome as a guy, chio as a ger.
but ended up saying. he looks chio as a guy. pretty as a ger.
lolls?!?!! hahas.





anw, we proceed to look fer baobeii n sweet after that..
walk walk walk.
den walked outta lot..
stayed at ctrl for quite a long tyme.
cush baobeii n sweet ad there.
toot-ing pple.
hahas..
they even 'prey' on siao hai zii.
loll.
so hao xiao.. hahas.
den dey wan to dii siao siao the pple sitting dwn?
or they tired?
loll
den dey sit down..
suddenly. we hear pple clapping..
hahas.
is them.
they look so ke sii lahh.
loll.
suddenly clap.
scare tio pple wo. wahahas..

*anw, these are nt the details.
rushing fer tyme.
cant write details.
if nt kor cum back le.. hahs*

den dey take train continue.
miee took bus home.



saw shengrong..
loll
he board outside lot..
haahs.
he very crap siia,
dis kinda fren also have.. 5yrs of friendship siia.
so bad de fren.
loll
just for lauff!




bAobEii! excited! mthniversary coming. hahas.

beloved. i will oways stand by euu=) thats a promise=)

qingaiiderhs-ni hai aii wo mahh? >.<

dear! i will buy euu e dolphin soon. reali.

hugger..: hugs!!

aiiaii-tiian: wo xiang nii.

maii pwecious: nvr gonna sae goodbye!









.:i dun wanna sae goodbye:.
.:i miss ah weii!:.
.:i.s.o.l.a.t.e.d:.

Monday, July 11, 2005

i misses maii energy

konichiiwa!!
energy went back lerr.
sadden. i misses my wei.
haish..



i love the concert..
they sang 24 songs in all.
den got their individual performance as well.
ah di sang faye de hong dou,
n jackey chueng de ta lai ting wo de yan chang hui.
milk dances lehh.
he take off his bottom as well.
so fit lahh! hahas..
shuwei sang n played piano.
he composed the song..
named: my princess..
omg..
de lyrcis still got wadd i loves euu de..
*faint*
kunda sant tian kong mei you xia yu lehh..
nice nice..
i wanna buy nan ding ge er liaoss!
hahas.
they show the mv . so nice lahh .




their last song was duo aii wo yii tian..
den encore wo!
dey sing we are family.
i actually crying de.
den they sang we are family.
i lauff till stomach pain.
cush my ah wei wears skirt lahh.
so kawaii!
somemore checked de lehh=)
aii sii ta lerr.
but i heart after qing gong yan.
ah wei drank lehh.
somemore need pple to drag him back to hotel.
sad lahh.
drink so much.
den after that i go down J8 ton..





ytd de auto session..
i talked to all of them.
all oso very long.
except for ah dii=x
i managed to finish wadd i wan to tell ah wei.
heng siia.
cush that tyme at lot1 already nv talk to him le..
i hope he will see the letter..
i bias siia.
onlie gib him letter.
but no choice.
who ask him to be shuwei.
hehes.
wo heng aii ta o!




ta men zou le lehh.
wo heng xiang ta men.
sadden..
haish..
2yrs. 4yrs or 5yrs?
when will i get to see my energy again?
but i believe they will be back.
i trust ah naii.
so dun make me disappointed.




baobeii...
sorry lehh.
i concert that dayy so attitude euu.
forgive me mahh?
dui bu qii lehh.
cush i very pek.
so sorry baobeii!
anw u like the pencil box n album?
hahas..
i think u do=)




qingaiiderhs..
wadd euu wan to tell wo?

uu sensiitive again huh??!
hmms..




beloveD! happie 2mths-niversary!
wo aii nii o.
dun wuha liaoos!
hahas.
i will buy ah ber de album too=)




dear! will get u your dolphin soon.
(baobeii if u read this. help wo tell dear=)-)






i dun wanna fight no more.
haish.
times passed away
day after day...

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

eRmms..

hehs. im back in action again!
wahahas. bro's out now.
so i took the opportunity to use lappy=)


today in skewl was like... HELL!!
i dun feel lyke going to school.
but for the sake of MAJOR EXAM,
gotta go.. zZz.


forget abt today.
talk abt ytd.
went to watch movee wid hugger.. =)
watch2movee=)
alot like love n war of the worlds.
the sound effect of WOTW was like. WAU!
damn loud lahh.
lols
den alot like LOVE was like.
damn lame lahh..
hahas.. but its SWEET, though.
lols.
after that we went to take neo.
machiam dun feel like taking lidat..
no feeling..
no pose to put. loll
in the end, the result comes out to be very lame.
loll!


i went to get my ENERGY tix on sat!!! =))
alone.. but. its okay.
who ask dem to be ENERGY.
watch alone oso nvm.
anw gt pple acc me b4 concert mahh.
so its okayy.
sun i was at esplanade..
with maybelx.
watching dragon boat race.
guess who i saw there..
saw mr chia.
he called me.
i was surprise.
cush i dun expect him to rmb my name.
loll.
i din noe he dragon boat=x



i miss maii qingaiiderhs lehh.
today whole day nv see her lehh. =(
dunno she got miss me or nort.
sure dun have de.
(oOps. if she sees dis, she's gonna kill miee=x)
but i reali miss her alot.
wanted to go study widd her..
but she gort her tuition.
after AEP walk past her class.
also nv see her. =(
qingaiiderhs.. where are euu?!?!?=x



maii baobeii n dear todayy so cute..
dey saw orange river.
den baobeii dun wan2 take bus.
so they walk.
den i was on 302 le.
they haben cross road.
den they sae bubbye to miee.
they looked so cute.
hahas..



my sweetie yi today bery funnie ar.
we talk talk.
den sae till ru lai 18zhang..
lols.
den she piang miee.
lols
lauff till stomach pain.
hahas.
weird ehh..
i nv noe physics widd her can be so fun!
loll!!!


baobeii.. mebbi im being too sensitive??
hmms...








i dun wanna fight no more.
i can appear to be fine on the surface.
nt bcush i dun wan2 care.
is cush i dun wan2 think abt it.
haish..
lyfe!

Saturday, July 02, 2005

yeah!

wo laii yehh!
nth to do at hm.
going to buy energy concert tix later..
wau. a week more to their concert.
and now den im buying.. lols..
wadd a energy fan arr...


qingaiiderhs.. xie xie nii for lending wo the qian lehh..
if nt for euu mebbi i can onlie buy the tix nxt wk worr.
xiexie nii lehh! aii nii!!


baobeii! if u r reading=x
wo hui xiang nii derhs..
haish. 3 days cant c nii worr..
sadded lehh.. =(



beloved! wo heng xiang nii!
so many days nv kan dao nii lehh..
hao xiang nii babe..
oOps. =)


hugger!!! if u are reading dis=x
happie 2 mths hugger... =)
i mean happie 2mths in advanced=)
wo hui hug nii yong yuan de.. =) hehs..




damn! my energy band was consficated by scotts chew!!
damn!!!
argh!!!
my ah naii de band!
argh!
dun care! im gonna buy again during concert..
i promise..
lols






.:wo xiang wo zhi dao:..
.:yan lei de wei dao:.
.::aii qing neng ran ren liu yan lei::.
.::n frens to wipe the tears of::.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

boredom

im freaking hungry.
going out to plaza later with jie.
to maken! lols..




qingaiiderhs... dun stay up so late in the middle of the nyte..
it's not good..
scare tio me, when i saw the timing of your message..



wadd day is it todayy?
yea.. it's the 26.o6.o5.
which means.
it miee n maii baobEii 3 yrs anniversary.
we cant celebrate it.
but as she sae.
our hearts are together.. =)
i hearts her more than she hearts miee. =x
o7baobEii for lyfE!


happi anniversary baobEii..

Saturday, June 25, 2005

wo men!

hao xiang ni babe qing fang shou zui xun...


im here to blog again lerr..
if nt arr..
maii qingaiiderhs going to nag at miee again.
hahas.. kidding narr...



di er ci aii shang le nii..
wo shi shuwei!! wo man jia de chuang hao shu fu o!



im suddenly so confused of maii own feelings.
i appear to be happy o lucky?
hahas.. pretended to be only.
i dunno wadd's wrong with me..
i miss him too much?
ytd insomnia..
thinking of him.
cant manage to sleep...
slept dis morning at 5am.
haish. wadd's going on?




yi.. i'll be your listening ears whenever u need one.
your shoulder whenever u feel like crying.
dun give up.
cush i cares for eUu!




qingaiiderhs... wo xiang nii o.. aii nii!


michhie. 2 mths coming lehh..

hugger.. we also 2mths coming.. =)


baobEii! 3yrs is nt a small thing=)


dear! dunno u gt miss me or nt. i mish euu!

Monday, June 20, 2005

tyme to blog again!!

yea! yea!
now at my qingaiiderhs hse.. =))
toning at her hse tonight...
tmr we one mth lehh=))


QINGAIIDERHS!! HAPPY ONE MONTH!!!
HAPPY MAHH!!! HAHAS!! LOVE YOU!!!


pple, if u all dun wann pple to speak ill about you,
den dun speak ill of others.
be it in the past or now...
cush pple will sure noe de...
i dare to sae.
i got speak ill of pple before worr.
who never..
hehs.. but it's over!!


kbox was fun!!!
hehs... we was at rm 21..
i mean assigned to dere..
hmms. we went dere..
well. its the function room..
we were like..
ehhs? were we assigned the room?
we went back to da counter check..
the person re-cfm its 21..
we were lyke...
duhh?!?! hahas.. ok..
den we were dere for lyke.. hmms..
30 mins? den we were chased to a small rm.
RM31!! so small!!! argh!! hahas..
vuy its okayss..
miee n qingaiiderhs can be 'romantic'..

den we go town! wEe~~
fun fun.. hahas..
wanted to buy a necklace..
but ended up in pohyee's shop..
bought a tee.
but its nice..
i lyke ehhs..
at town so fun..
saw shuai ge..
lols
my qingaiiderhs noe me so well...
one action. den she noe wadd im thinking..
correct, qingaiiderhs.. lols...

hehs. at 6pluss.. we were already in the bus home..
too early ehhs? we wan2 watch tebbie..
or i shud sae i wan2 watch tebbie. hehs.
was at her hse in tyme for top fun. hahas..
den she chase miee to go pong pong.
cush i chase her too.=x
QINGAIIDERHS!! HAPPIE ONE MTH!!!


hmms.. zhangfengqii so kewt lahh!!!
bElovEd!! u so xin fuu!!!
u go up 2tymes!
den 2nd tyme is the last person!!
so xinfuu..


ms kwok wedding so fun!
hehs..
she so chioo!!!
oMg!!!



hmms. i mish my energy lahh..
ytd watch cenosis..
so shuai!!!



..::wadd am i gonna do::..
..::i m.i.s.s y.o.u::..

Friday, June 17, 2005

its tyme to blog!

hehs. yea. its tyme to blog lerr.

yea yea.. guess who i saw jush now at my hse here de 7-11??
hehs. im loving it. no la. nt saw macdonald de pple la..
hahas.

i saw the "high on live", Ruien de dancer lahh!
oMg. i was like. f***!
wont so coincidence de arhh?
o my goodness!! hehs..
cute la..
den i msg tian immediately.
n she was like saying.
dis is call fate.. goodness!
can anyone believe it ?
i can actually see him here lahh.

he was like. so dao lahh, last tyme at mediacorp.
i was like:"can i take picture with euu?"
n he was like:"huh? dun wan lahh."
heart pain lahh.
hahas. nvm..
now saw him.
fate! fate!
wadd tian say is ryte..
F-A-T-E! hahas..





ok.. think i better stop here.. going to see my shuwei le.
he now so kewt.. hahas..
aii si ta ler.

hehs..
miss euu all...



f.i.n.a.l f.a.n.t.a.s.y!!
lingz hearts euu all!! ("v")

Monday, June 13, 2005

yea! im at home!

yea! im finally blogging at home.
and nt at pple's hse lerr.!
but im using the lappy secretly de lahh. =x


sad. nv go and see energy off lorr.
haish
lazy bum lahh, me.
hMph.
miss dem lehh.
haish..

naii n weii!! i miss eUu all nahh.
haish. concert jian lerrr..


lemmi share a story..
there was once a ger name summer.
she falls in love with dis guy name wyne.
but, wyne is a heartless creature.
dun even care abt summer's feeling.
n in the end, summer ended up with hating him so much.
but still loves him alot.


summer is so foolish.
haish.
but.
why are guys lidat?
dey wun care abt gers' feeling.
n they can even sae some very harsh words at the gers. haish.
its okay ger..
we can survive..
jiayou to all gers!!!




ah wei n ah naii rawkks!
i misses?
life's hard. =(

sisters siao-ing in the middle of nyte.. hehs

yo yo yo.
its in the middle of the nyte now. ard 2.30am.
n i m still awake. know why. cux we jush now-
me n maybelx was zilian-ing at her hse. hahas.

we zilian like siao siao lorr.
-laugh out loud-
guess how much pictures we took..
we took 98 photos lorr..
oh my goodness.
can you believe it..
-hahas-

okiess.
jush wan2 update dis.
abit nth to do. hahas.
i going off to bed lerr.
sleepy lerr. hehs.
been busy the whole day.
i miss ah wei n ah naii.
dunno should i go send dem off.
cush tired lehh. =((


i miss ah wei
'n' ah naii..


[sisters rAwkks!!]

Sunday, June 12, 2005

energy rAwkks

now at maybelx's hse nehh..
jush finish energy event..
watching nobody's child now. gt joshua..

jush now at eg event..
sadden..
i never talk to AH WEI lehh=((
haish.. he is the first one.. den i stunned dio.
cush he changing pen. veh the cute nehh..
den i stunned. nv talk to him lorr.
i nv talk to kunda narr. onli ask him to jiayou..
ah di veh weird lehh.. i tell him to take care of his waist lehh.
den he machiam vehh dao lidat lehh.
niunaii rawkks larr. cush i tell him he ytd at psc nyte vehh cute mahh.
den he hold my hand near near.. sayy thank eUu lehh.
oMg! rawkks!
i love my ah wei so much narr.. he cute lehh.

i wan my pay. penniless now..
go shopping oso nth to buy. cush no money..
-sighs-
i miss my energy. tmr go song ji.. sure sadden derhs..
-sighs-

i suddenly misses him so much.
the him.
him lorr.
ya. the last time de him.
i dunno whiee..
-sighs-
i jush miss him all of a sudden.
but i m positive i have given him up. =))
misses him suddenly.

jush now at energy event.
very pai seh lahh.
sheng rong there lahh
den he saw me queuing.
den i near him.
i look n him.
saw him shaking at me lorr.
pai seh lorr..
alamak.
why so zhun de siaa
=(( hahas





..:: miss ah wei::..
..:: niunaii rawkks::..
..:: kunda jia you::..
..:: ah di weird=x ::..
..:: m.i.s.s.i.n.g e.U.u::..

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

long long time ago``

wEe!! hahas.. so long nv blog lerr lehh.. hahas.
dui bu qi arr.. no net nehh. sadden..

hMmx.. i misses everyone nehh.. hahas.
hMmx.. holis.. abit bored..
now no work lerr.. den nidda go school everyday..
sianzation.. hahas... wau.. work so tough..
sell PDA lehh.. sadden. so hard to sell..
one PDA only $5 commission..
heng manage to sell quite a number..
earn abt 100++ for 3 days..
not bad ehhs.
hehs..

now nidda go school everyday..
machiam everyday go back for fNn lidat.. =((
nvm.. O level wadd..

sad lehhs. my finger dunno wadd happen..
swollen..
haish... summore is only a one finger per hand..
my knees only.. haish.
dunno wadd to do..
everyday also nidda go school.
no time to go see poly.. =((
haish.. hope will get well nehh.. =((


it's so hard to like sumone.
especially if u knows that it fruitless.
haish.. wonder why is there love in the world.
nvm..
i'll just be myself.. =))
hahas.. dat's life!! hahas=))


..::l.i.n.G.z::..
..::s.u.g.a.r.c.a.n.e::..
..::e.n.e.r.g.y::..
..::l.o.v.e.s e.U.u::..

Sunday, April 17, 2005

miss him__* haIsh**

hey pple. hahas. blogging again wors..
ytd is anti-drug lehh.
yes. although we din win.
but we r in the finals.
gerrs. dun be sad though u all make mistakes okiess.
it's over lerr okiess...
we've tried our best, okayss..
we rAwkss.. =))

im missed him alot sia..
haish. dunno wad2do .
how? how?

haish. energy. how?
are they disbanding?
i hope not lehh..
haish..
2day got NKF lehhx..
energy got come wors..
ah di got come lehh.
i more happy to hear he got come lorr.
their concert is on the 9th july lehh.
i will go .
no matter wad..
heck if its Os ar..
energy lehh.
ok la.
Os oso impt la..
haish... eNeRgY! i luRve eUu all..
i miss my ah weii!! i lUrve hIm.. =))
wo xiang eNeRgy..

i saw my ah ben lehh...
ah ben so cute.. =))
saw nick oso.. =)
oh ya. yTd i saw daniEl oNg lehh.
at anti-drug.
he's emcee. =)
so high. saw him lehh..
yea!! **faint liaox.. hahas


hao lerr. i waiting for my ah wei..
my ah ben (yeo)and my ah nick... and my dasmond..
loves my elvin and ben(C).. =))
eNeRgY i lUrve eUu..


..::luRve my ah wEi::..
..::loves my maybelx ah jie::..
..::luRve my bro-in-law kunda::..
..::aI wo derhs baObeii::..
..::miss my babe::..
..::loveSS my dEar dEar::..
..::luRveeS da 7 gers::..


~*loves him*~
*why did he hurt me so much*
~why do i lovess him so much~

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

miss him__*

its anti-drug soon!!
gosh. can we do it?
i hope we could.. =(

bless us all.. =)

i miss him..
i miss choc..
i miss him!!!


gosh!!
im stressed!!!

i missed him!!


bAobEii. luRve eUu..
miss me..

i still miss him more!!


wad's the wrong with me?
im so bothered!!!
arGh!!


ppLe, if i dun have your links.. gimmi kk.
tag me a message.. xie xie.. =)



im so bothered.
wad's wrong?!?!?!

Sunday, April 03, 2005

sighhh--]]

wEeeE~ long long nb update lerr..ps wors.. buzi buzi... buzi with dance.. SYF n anti-drug..Anxious.. =s

haish... past one mth so mani things happen sia...i saw him last wed.. he waiting4bus.. i tink he saw me bahhx. but he gt his sickening kinda look again.. i hate dat luk... haish.. mak me sad onli..dunno is sad or happie when c him.. =(haish. forget abt him lerr la... ptless.. i m so stubborn. dun wanna let him go.. haish..im getting scared of myself... nowadays, alotsa things dat i said come true..like c-ing him. i was talking abt him. n the nxt moment. i saw himm..so scary. haish.. other things oso prove dat i talk accurately. wad's da matter with me lately???

actually oso nth much to write.. hahas. lemmi tink.. hMmx.these few days bz with dance wors.. almost evday gt dance.. =(wed is syf lehhx... jing zhang sia... all the best to me.. hees...

baobeii!! i miss euu. miss me okiesss.. hees... xiang ni o..dautti... yao jiao wo chu qu okok... hahs.. mish euu...dear!!! sorry lehh. use so mani of ur mms.. dui bu qi.. ai ni!!!hMmx.. cant write all la.. later pple complain i flirt..to all those having connections with me..i lub euu all! mish euu all!! =)


i dun wanna tink abt relationship thingy. but i carn.i'll miss him every now n den..wad am i gonna do? haish..can someone come n guide me?being stress up with dis.. oso being stressed up with o lvl.. haish..sadded...

energy mebbi gg to jie san lehh.nt cfm.. but cux their contract is gg to due le..den if they wanna continue, gotta change the name of da grp. cant use eg.,den i heard oso. they dun wan ah di.dunno is true or not.. but i dun wan la..my ke mi already jie san le.. dun make my hubby de grp jie san la..i'll cry like dunno wad derhx lehh... sobs sobs...

i wanna buy so mani things. but no money.. =(i wanna break records on the mo of movies i watch per mth.. =)i love movies.. hees.. bur studies r more more impt... =(


..::euu cherish her more denn ani1 else::...
.::i was so afraid euu would fall out with me one day::..
..::euu nv seems to noe how i feel towards euu::..
..::i reali cherish this friendship alot::..
..::hope u do too::..

..:: i mish hEm ::..

Saturday, February 05, 2005

sighhh--]]

[im at vien's hSe now.
she was jux saying.
guys are bastard. jerks.
and she wanted to be a lEs..
but she cant. cux it's hard.
haish. all because of guys. haish.
where r all the hao nan reNs?!?! haish.
hao nan ren r all attached. haish.]

i saw hEm last sat. was at t0wn..
wId dEar-anGela.
saw hEm while on the overhead bridge gg2 fareaSt.
reaction? i luked dwn. haish.
exactly1 mth nv c hEm.
haish. den we c0ntinue sh0pping.
if mE&hEm have fate, den will mit again de, right?

shop finish le.. walking to heeren.
sh0 h0t!! so i sae i wanted to g0 to 7-11 at lucky plaza.
i walked down the stairs.. saw hEm at counterr..
i was like. OMG!!
can u believe it? is my eyes playing trick on mE?
but no. it's reali hEm.
den buy finish le. walked back to farEast.
cux no mood to go heeren le..
den saw hEm infront. den was like.
wanted to hide..
i turned and went to a specs shop.
angela was like. u go dere4 wad ?
den we end up in baLeno.
he was sitting on the bench outside baLeno.
i was like. damn. how am i gg to get out?
den we 'shop' inside4quite sometime.
came out lerr. den go hse of stars.
we came down from hSe of stars, he was still dere.
but we went off.

haish. wad rotten luck to see hEm dere.
cant describe mui own feelings when saw hEm.
butterflies in the stomach.
[*-sighhs-*]
i will get2c hEm at the end of da mth or nxt mth.
wonder wad i'd react den. haish.

i've been so carefree last few mths.
he appeared. and i was like.
blurr. confusee.. haish.
pointless. totally pointless.
n0t w0rth it. haish..
im onli bringing misery to myself.
all the words he said.
all the things he've done.
is just a pile of rubbish.
y do i miss hEm so much?
i cant help. but i dun wan to.
cAn ani1 tell me wad i should do?
[*-sighss-*]

Thursday, January 27, 2005

[-g00d day-]

muhaha. it's been another wk since i last update my blog again.
g00d day, everyone. =)
im abit crazy these days. waha.
studies driving me mad.
school make me mad.
getting up early everyday, practically.
nvm.. one more yr onli. (if can get promoted.)

sorry. my apology to u.
i noe u muz be very disappointed.
but i've told u my reAson.
hOpe u can understand lo. =)
sorry lehx..
hopefully u dun mind.. =x

yeaH!
nEw yeAr's apporaching! waha.
many many money.
den go shopping.
can c couzins oso.
so nice. waha.
im practically crapping.
cux i nidda update for the sake pf updating.
where i've gt nth to sae.
last time blog abt (L)
now dun have anithing to blog.
waha.

3mths 8days of singlelife.
wau. waha.
complaining at times.
but like it at times too. waha.
i dun wanna ask for more now.
no one can predict the future.
onli i can determine my future. =)
yea. im crapping again.
dunno wad am i writing, anw. waha.


..::2005::..
..::i dun wanna admit the truth::..
..::how did it become lidat::..
..::it's gone::..
..::everything i wans is gone::..
..::just like a useless person::..

[-it's all because of u-]
[-tell me why-]

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

[-wad a 'nice'- day it is today..]

wahahas... blogging here again.. so dammit long nv blog already.. miss my blog so much. waha. so here blogging lo. =)
today's not my day, man. onli the morning.
no peace since morning.
the moment i wake up. zZz. mum blabbering here and there. zZz..
she abit sort sort ler. gud to me, and not nice to me oso. sianx. but i still love her the same. =)


now i actually noe the feeling of nt liking sumone is so good.
u dun hafta worry to face him..etc. waha.
dat day i was saying. i hate him wo. make me wasted almost2yrs.
but it's i stubborn ma. so i cant blame anyone.
dun mention abt it. waha. im happy as im now=)
singlehood rAwks.. waha.

Dun ask me y im racist. i just am.
i just cant accept it.
i dunno y lo.
i tink it's totally pointless for him to continue.
but i cant do anything.
u can prevent a from liking a person.
but u cant stop a person from liking u.
true? yEa.
all the best to all couples out there.
cherish the ones u have before u regret it. =)

nv chat wid him since i added him.
mebbi he bz wid his bad-boying.. =x
who ask him changed so much. zZz.
so sad lo. he bcum lidat. haish.
sadden...



[-cherIsh b4 u regret-]
[-no one waits4u forever-]
[-all the best to couples-]
[-singlehood rAwks-]
[-haPpy bIrThdAy, sLyvEstEr-]