faded lyfe

finally finished the 4days of hard work.
*yawnns!*
ii onli manage to sell out pathetic 2.
the rest are given to me by others.
total earned.. $18o onli bahh.
not so sure of the amount.
but definitely less den $200.
zZz.
now im in need of a JOB!!
ii wan money!!
i dun wan to b off at home doing NOTHING!!
the feelings isnt good.

baby jingxuan is so so so keaii!!
just now reach home from town.
while watching funkies,
was watching her also.
her eyes are so sparkling.
OH MY GOODNESS!
mummy was telling me.
gugu sae xiaoxuan de mouth look like me.
hehes. im so elated=)
my xiaoxuan look like me when im small lehh.
after awhile she fall asleep le.
the way baby sleep are so so cute.
summore she's onli 7days old.
so small. so damn kawaii!!
sleep halfway,
will open eyes peek awhile.
den go back to sleep. hahas.
den i put blanket for her also.
cuz she figid around.
ii wan to carry her!!
but i dun dare=x
too fragile le.
wait till she is older,
and i will definitely carry her everyday=)
xiaoxuan. xiaoxuan!!

was at town looking for job.
went to interview b4 heading town.
was at clarke quay.
JUMBO!! a seafood restaurant.
i dun wan work there=x
need to work for chi new yr eve n 2nd day.
no way man!
my new yr is reserve for family n see hunk de lehh=p
my cousin !!
hehes. so.. no way am i going to work on the 2nd day of new yr.
den dear, han n i headed to town.
went to taka fyrst.
han wan to eat.
and it a good choice going to taka.
hahas.
cush dear n i saw WILLIAM TAN YAO RONG!!
horhor. dear went mad.
i was ok.
but so qiao can.
working de shi huo saw tan yan n zZen.
go town saw william.
why i nv see niunai?
he's also in sg wad.
in town summore.
hurhur.
speaking of niunai.
he leaving soon.
on wed. hohohohoho. =(

back to job thingy.
so swai lahh.
so mani shops looking for 18yrs old n above.
in the end,
only wrote down name for 3 shops.
yawnns!
think also wun get recruited bahh.
so many pple applying. *yawns*
went to look for mel n chris at cine-kpool
den awhile later,
dear n i wen to heeren walk walk awhile.
i wan to buy so so so many things.
can money please come to me!!!
bot nail polish.
i love the colour.
one of it is choosen by dear.
damnit nice.
GREEN!!
woohoo! wanted to paint when reached home.
but looking at the tyme now?
forget it.
want to sleep after blogging.

just now i saw him online.
i didnt noe in the first place,
till i open my msn window.
shocked!!
hahas.
he came swiftly,
n went swiftly.
didnt even noe he's left.
i reali miss him so much.
y cant ii let him go ?
it so so so xinku can.
im only torturing myself lorr.
haish.
faded.
fated bahh.
hear baobeii saw him that day.
so good.
how i wish were her.
i have not seen him for 1 mth , 8days.
misses him so much.
haish.

oh ya!
just now at town,
saw cute guy.
and maybelx's bistro place cute guy too.
hahas.
not bad.
reali quite cute.
dear also say so.
lol. but he's only cute.
no handsome.
hurhur.

i need a JOB!!
I WAN A JOB!!
IM SO BORED AT HOME!!
I NEED MONEY!!

jingxuan just fall asleep.
she was wailing just now.
cush hungry.
hahas.
her wailing is music to my ear=)
I SIMPLY LOVE HER!!

woohoo!!
she rawkks my world!!




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