faded lyfe

finally finished the 4days of hard work.
*yawnns!*
ii onli manage to sell out pathetic 2.
the rest are given to me by others.
total earned.. $18o onli bahh.
not so sure of the amount.
but definitely less den $200.
zZz.
now im in need of a JOB!!
ii wan money!!
i dun wan to b off at home doing NOTHING!!
the feelings isnt good.

baby jingxuan is so so so keaii!!
just now reach home from town.
while watching funkies,
was watching her also.
her eyes are so sparkling.
OH MY GOODNESS!
mummy was telling me.
gugu sae xiaoxuan de mouth look like me.
hehes. im so elated=)
my xiaoxuan look like me when im small lehh.
after awhile she fall asleep le.
the way baby sleep are so so cute.
summore she's onli 7days old.
so small. so damn kawaii!!
sleep halfway,
will open eyes peek awhile.
den go back to sleep. hahas.
den i put blanket for her also.
cuz she figid around.
ii wan to carry her!!
but i dun dare=x
too fragile le.
wait till she is older,
and i will definitely carry her everyday=)
xiaoxuan. xiaoxuan!!

was at town looking for job.
went to interview b4 heading town.
was at clarke quay.
JUMBO!! a seafood restaurant.
i dun wan work there=x
need to work for chi new yr eve n 2nd day.
no way man!
my new yr is reserve for family n see hunk de lehh=p
my cousin !!
hehes. so.. no way am i going to work on the 2nd day of new yr.
den dear, han n i headed to town.
went to taka fyrst.
han wan to eat.
and it a good choice going to taka.
hahas.
cush dear n i saw WILLIAM TAN YAO RONG!!
horhor. dear went mad.
i was ok.
but so qiao can.
working de shi huo saw tan yan n zZen.
go town saw william.
why i nv see niunai?
he's also in sg wad.
in town summore.
hurhur.
speaking of niunai.
he leaving soon.
on wed. hohohohoho. =(

back to job thingy.
so swai lahh.
so mani shops looking for 18yrs old n above.
in the end,
only wrote down name for 3 shops.
yawnns!
think also wun get recruited bahh.
so many pple applying. *yawns*
went to look for mel n chris at cine-kpool
den awhile later,
dear n i wen to heeren walk walk awhile.
i wan to buy so so so many things.
can money please come to me!!!
bot nail polish.
i love the colour.
one of it is choosen by dear.
damnit nice.
GREEN!!
woohoo! wanted to paint when reached home.
but looking at the tyme now?
forget it.
want to sleep after blogging.

just now i saw him online.
i didnt noe in the first place,
till i open my msn window.
shocked!!
hahas.
he came swiftly,
n went swiftly.
didnt even noe he's left.
i reali miss him so much.
y cant ii let him go ?
it so so so xinku can.
im only torturing myself lorr.
haish.
faded.
fated bahh.
hear baobeii saw him that day.
so good.
how i wish were her.
i have not seen him for 1 mth , 8days.
misses him so much.
haish.

oh ya!
just now at town,
saw cute guy.
and maybelx's bistro place cute guy too.
hahas.
not bad.
reali quite cute.
dear also say so.
lol. but he's only cute.
no handsome.
hurhur.

i need a JOB!!
I WAN A JOB!!
IM SO BORED AT HOME!!
I NEED MONEY!!

jingxuan just fall asleep.
she was wailing just now.
cush hungry.
hahas.
her wailing is music to my ear=)
I SIMPLY LOVE HER!!

woohoo!!
she rawkks my world!!




[[missing you
[[just when i needed u most
[[u feel nothing at all..

faded lyfes

wahahas.beloved send wo photo le.so so mani.

here we go!!

she meet me after my paper .

hmms. our mthniversary ? i snarl at her=x

she stick put tongue siia=x hmph

i love dis. we 2 looks happie =)

eyer!! she tickle me!! so itchy!! hurhur

i love us making funny faces. hehe.

'oink oink' hehes.

I LOVE THIS!!! SO TOUCHED!!

us at far east a long tyme ago.

she meet me after piano lesson to pass her nanding.

that's the end.

hahas .

i got a feeling.

QINGAIIDERHS gonna arbish me.

cush i nv update our pic. sorry qingaiiderhs!!

[[missing G

[[u feel nth at all.

[[when u say nothing at all.

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baby niece is home for the 6th days.
she's damn cute lahh.
believe it or not.
her wailing is music to my ears.
baby is so damn cute.
OMG! cant resist the temptation...
to pinch babies. hehes.
saw her sleep. yawns. awake.
look at me with her big big eyes.
kinda big lahh=p
i dote on her more den i dote on anyone.
these few days working.
so little time to see her.
so heartpain.
hope to see her everyday , every min.
but i noe its impossible lahh.
loves baby jingxuan so so so so much.
i wan to carry her.
but i dun dare.
she's too small.
i will! when she grow older.
how am i going to survive my chalet days without seeing her?
i will miss her like crazy.
loves loves baby jingxuan=)


working is no fun.
esp at EXPO.
like dammit tired everyday,
but yet,
have to travel home for a long tyme.
and the worst thing is that,
I DID NOT SELL ANYTHING FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS!!
im not cut out for desk/laptops.
only cut out for PDAs.
loll. kidding.
hehes.

i offered a ger mentoes YTD.
she's damn cute lahh.
only 2 yrs old.
so ke ai.


hahas. im in the baby state now.
babies are cute.
i will have one ard..
7years later, if someone wants me.
hehehehehe.


to BAOBEII: dun worry.
i wun forget u.
hahas. u were saying to me dun forget u when have jingxuan.
hehe. but she will come on first place.
all my precious will nv left my mind=)
friends are important too =)



[[*miss him so much.
[[*so near yet so far.
[[*it's just another day that past.
[[*feelings for u not changed.
[[*miss u.

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sobs for my hair.
only fringe got color.
sobs sobs.
haish.
ii wann to dye again!!!


its all over!
Os is finally over!
yipee yaber doo!!!
wahahas.
freed finally.
2666o181, sayonara!!!!




[[*i missed him..

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my baby niece is born ytd!!
muarkks, love her thou have not see her.
love babies!!!
woohoo!
21st nov =)
baby! baby! baby!

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6 days since i last updated.
Os is almost FINISHED!
danmit WORRIED!
history was ok.
essay was easy.
but source based ?
i blessed myself.
hurhur.



dancing soon !
ytd watched harry potter wid hugger ,
she said hamzah asked us go dance.
hoho!
DANCING!
looking forward to the day !
but noe wad.
im stiff already .
so so stiff.
how to dance ?
N!
it clashes with m working days.
OH MY GOODNESS!
i dun care.
i wan to dance.
if cat dun let me take 1/2 day off,
i go dancing.
hurhur.
rebellious huh. =x
goodness. suddenly gt no mood to write.
hurhur.




ps: finally i saw him online ytd =)




[[*faded lives
[[*missing you.

OMG!! the blur me wid the specs!!

zilianing! i like this=)

she loves dis. nice mani wo =)

im so happy huh ? hahas.

we makening at cine. hehes.

at westmall de delifrances.

US!

we at westmall foodcourt=)

sisters are meant to be together forever=)

maybel's bday

maybel's bday.

this is her bday cake.

hehes. she 18.

yea!

eighteen ok.

she is legal for clubbing!!!

i wan i wan  !!!

enjoy the pics=)

the slice that she like. n her bday cake=)

our 'feast'

her bday cake. hurhur.

wad does this look like ?

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im backkk! after so long.
im rotting from all the studying.
GOODNESS !
today finished e.maths paper 2 .
if im lucky, n there's no careless mistake,
i can get 40 marks and above.
but who knows.
mebbi wad i tort is ryte,
but is actually wrong ?
maths paper 1 is a worry for me also.
both math papers are worry for me.
dammit.
i wan my poly and $5oo and overseas trip !!
haish . so pek chek over sci(phy) .
i should not have change my answer for the long ques.
goodness can.
hopefully out of 6 marks, can at least get 3 marks bahh.
ss was like . shack . dammit .
should not have give up on VENICE dammit.
argh!!!
eng was ok.
but im worried.
as its impt. hmm.
anymore paper ? did i missed out anything ?
oh ya. sci(chem) . no comment.
hope wad i think is ryte is actually ryte bahh =)

i wan shopping !
i wan date wid my BAOBEII
i wan 2/8 chalet !
i wan 7gers chalet !
i wan date wid DEAR !
i wan qingaiiderhs!
i wan date wid BELOVED
i wan dates with all my pwecious !
i wan so many things.
I WAN ENERGY CONCERT VCD!!
all these seem so far.
all due to Os .
have so many days to survive.
11 more days.
11days sound so near, but actually its so far.
haish.

oh ya.
i wan watch my LOK ZAI de show .
'drangon squad'' hehes.
watching wid mrs.vanness wu .
hehe. she's mad now.
u noe why. cuz.
i jush show her her nic de pic.
lol. took from school de.
in poster. lol. oh ya.
back to topic.

11 days. haish.
so far u know.
oh ya ! someone's bday 7days later.
im not getting anything for her=p
*hinthint* my bday coming soon also. 17th bday =)
1mth plus more.
heheheheheh !!!


[[*missing BEN and ALBERT SEE
[[*missing SHUWEI
[[*so near yet so far.
[[*CONFUSED!