sighhh--]]

[im at vien's hSe now.
she was jux saying.
guys are bastard. jerks.
and she wanted to be a lEs..
but she cant. cux it's hard.
haish. all because of guys. haish.
where r all the hao nan reNs?!?! haish.
hao nan ren r all attached. haish.]

i saw hEm last sat. was at t0wn..
wId dEar-anGela.
saw hEm while on the overhead bridge gg2 fareaSt.
reaction? i luked dwn. haish.
exactly1 mth nv c hEm.
haish. den we c0ntinue sh0pping.
if mE&hEm have fate, den will mit again de, right?

shop finish le.. walking to heeren.
sh0 h0t!! so i sae i wanted to g0 to 7-11 at lucky plaza.
i walked down the stairs.. saw hEm at counterr..
i was like. OMG!!
can u believe it? is my eyes playing trick on mE?
but no. it's reali hEm.
den buy finish le. walked back to farEast.
cux no mood to go heeren le..
den saw hEm infront. den was like.
wanted to hide..
i turned and went to a specs shop.
angela was like. u go dere4 wad ?
den we end up in baLeno.
he was sitting on the bench outside baLeno.
i was like. damn. how am i gg to get out?
den we 'shop' inside4quite sometime.
came out lerr. den go hse of stars.
we came down from hSe of stars, he was still dere.
but we went off.

haish. wad rotten luck to see hEm dere.
cant describe mui own feelings when saw hEm.
butterflies in the stomach.
[*-sighhs-*]
i will get2c hEm at the end of da mth or nxt mth.
wonder wad i'd react den. haish.

i've been so carefree last few mths.
he appeared. and i was like.
blurr. confusee.. haish.
pointless. totally pointless.
n0t w0rth it. haish..
im onli bringing misery to myself.
all the words he said.
all the things he've done.
is just a pile of rubbish.
y do i miss hEm so much?
i cant help. but i dun wan to.
cAn ani1 tell me wad i should do?
[*-sighss-*]