faded lives

yes yes.
im updating again.
dun blame me for not updating for so long.
i onli manage to come into dis page today.
wonder wadds wrong wid my net,
cant get into msn also.
finally can today=)

im gonna tell a story today.
i heard abt it ytd.

xiao xue n xiao ting have been best friends since young.
they lived in the same block, studied in the same primary school.
it was fate that brought them into the same secondary school.
and in the same class.
xiao xue faced some family prob in sec2,
but xiao ting stood by her.
she helped xiaoxue in her school works.
they were as close as sisters.
after O level,
they went to the same poly to try out.
and both of them manage to get into it the following year.
though they were in different class,
they remain the best of friends.

one day, xiao ting brings along nick during recess,
and introduce him to xiao xue.
it was after that, that xiao xue learnt that xiao ting carrys a torch for nick.
but at the same time, xiaoxue have some feelings for nick too.
but she keeps it from xiaoting.
this lasted for 2 years,
when they graduate.
as xiaoting is going overseas to further her studies,
she made a decision to tel nick of her feelings for him.
SURPRISINGLY, nick told xiaoting that the one he like is xiaoxue.
xiaoting was devastated.

she called xiaoxue and tell her abt it.
she tried hard to not cry over the phone.
where from then on,
they nv contact.
xiaoxue n nick did not proceed to be on an item,
as xiaoxue feels that she let xiaoting down.
she owe xiaoting too much.
until today, she had nt seen xiaoting,
but she hopes that xiaoting is doing well.


wau! can u imagine.
2best friends falling for the same guy ?
well, it happened to me before.
and let me tell u.
its reali a very devastating feeling.
but its the past.
so lets not brood over it=)
[[*it hurts so much when it happened to u.
u will not noe how the feeling is like
till u experience it.
but dun ever do so.
its heartening.


i wann to blog abt someone!
someone who says to my baobeii that
if baobeii wants to vomit,
should let her noe abt it.
its like. c'mon.
u wan a person to tell u she wants to vomit,
when she dun wann to go to the toilet ?
its like so duhh!
n baobeii is just lying on the table taking a rest .
its not as if she's sleeping k .
i've never see such a unreasonable person as her before.
even when we explained, she is still as stubborn as a bull.
DUHH!! c'mon lahh!

wau! i finally vented everything out.
hahas.

im so down.
i dunno why.
relationsship between me n qingaiiderhs.
shrink so so so much.
its so heartening.
haish. whie. whie . whie.

[[*everything changed.
[[*it hurt to look back
[[*just when i needed u most.
[[*dun wanna fight no more.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDISON!