i saw you yesterday =)
too bad it was before midnight,
else i can give you a BIG BIG HUG =p
16th MAY 'o8 (FRIDAY)
pharmaco lecture was cancelled.
so we practically went to sch for 3hours.
and its 8am lesson -.-
head off to gym after that.
stayed at gym for another 2+hours,
and went home.
prepared , and headed to bugis.
i dunno is it just me,
or is it the bus.
worse,
is it BKE.
this is the 2nd time that my bus gets into BKE,
something happened.
this time,
the back compartment,
where i dunno what are stored there,
produces extra exhaust fumes.
it stinks please.
got off at SCGS stop.
waited for another bus.
though would be late, but end up early as well.
weiling reached at 5:30.
hang around level2 of bugis street,
before jiesi came.
crapped our way around.
shopped at junction awhile.
PS: IT'S GSS ALREADY :)
*big grins*
so. went topshop,
but ! apparently they dont have my size for the stuffs i wan lah -.-
*double sianness.*
had KFC for dinner.
went over to town to meet gwen and voi.
chill out at hk cafe,
where i saw AIAI , ky and zl.
chilled there awhile,
den we all went our separate ways.
proceeded to heeren bus-stop,
and waited for coco to SJ.
the bouncer checked my ID, as usual.
coco was pissed cus they didnt check hers.
haha . joking joking.
met up with maureen insideFLY.
*dont see ben ytd*
drank. played. danced.
drank hell lot.
there is one guy.
not coco/moureen's friend.
who tapped me, saying:
'hi , what's your name?'
me:'jasmine.'
he said his name, but i cant catch it x=
and he said:'i have a bet with my friend.
if i managed to get your number, they will buy me a drink.'
i showed me X~
what the f***
buy you a drink?
be a guy. you expect your friend to buy you a drink?
what a LOSER! -.-
anw, i caused you to have no free drinks :)
so, anyway.
nearing the end of night, (or rather, morning.)
i broke down.
everything was kept inside myself for so so long!
that i cannot stand it anymore.
i broke down.totally.
and it all began with a song.
i forgotten what song.
but its a slow and emo chinese song.
i was sobbing silently,
when sebastian asked if i am okay.
so, his shirt ended up with my tears.
and his tissues were all used up by me.
but thanks for your shoulders, sebas =)
thanks coco for her shoulder too.
maureen, coco, sebas.
thanks for hearing my nonsense.
i know i spoil the ending lah.
but i cant take it anymore.
i hate to act strong,
but i had to do it.
cus i dun wanna let others be worried for me,
at the same time,
they're having own problems to be vexed about.
i didnt know you would have such a huge impact on me.
seriously. it has been 3years since i feels so so miserable.
and i hate it.
took cab,
and was still sobbing in the cab.
the uncle didnt dare to talk to me =/
reached home safely though =)
it sucks, totally.
all in all.
i thought all these are the act of me when i was drunk.
so hopefully when i woke up this morning,
i would not remember a single thing.
but i was wrong.
i was so sober,
okay. not very sober,
but not drunk.
i remembered every single thing i did.
uh, other than which song did i broke down at.
it was so terrible.
felt better when i woke up.
mentally,
vomits and hangover.
i hate it, i really do.
met up with pris at town to collect my pharm notes.
had lunch, and headed to amk hub to get key from evon.
went over to bro's,
and played with my imps :)
stayed, and watch 'bull fight (dou niu yao bu yao)'
OHMY hebe is so pretty an mike is so handsome!
and now, here i am =)
MAY'o8 is not a good months.
so many things happened.
mymmar and sichun.
friends, bgr .. .. etc
what is happening ?
S I G H S .
a quote pris told me.
there is not a specific THE ONE in your life.
to PRIS & ESTHER .
yeap , we have each other to depend on.
i promise not to hide anything any longer =)
thanks for being there, babes <3 color="#6600cc">TERRY, sometimes when you're not there to hear me out,
i feels really lost. sighs .
i am not as strong as i seems to be.
LING @ 23:06
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