=(

yes i know,
i've not been blogging though im online,
pple, im just plain lazy.
bear with me.
so many things happened recently.
just the end of june,
i heard a heartening news,
that makes me heartbroken.
so so heartbroken,
its seems like,
for the past 3 times,
i've been heartbroken over the same old kind of stuffs.



den its disappointment.
all the negative feelings are dwelling in me.
i cant take it anymore.
i appreciated people who are always around me,
comforting.
A BIG THANKYOUs.
you being by my side is most important.
if not for these pple,
i wouldn't be able to get over it soon.
esp to YI.
yes, DUCK TOUR soon alrights=)
IMU!
though its gonna be a month since it happened,
i still brood over it sometimes.
yes, what for cry over spilled milk.
but i cant help it.
im brave at least,
i only cried once.
im so proud of myself =)
sometimes i wonder.
its hard to not believe in fate.
if it's meant to be,
it'll be.
but if it's not,
it won't be.
and for my case,
it's not meant to be.
i think abt you but its already pointless.
SIGHS


den disappointment filled me.
though its nothing serious, to me at least,
i still feel the tinge of dissapointment.
how the matter was solved i've no idea.
it's ups and downs this days.
when will it turn for the better ?


am in the lib now w pebble.
we're going for netball match later,
so am just slacking ard in the lib.
ps:we cant think of a better place to go.
im hungry! GRRR!!
but am eating home later.
bear with the hunger, bear with the hunger!!


im a temporary part-timer=)
congrats me,
because i've more time for friends, family and school =)
work was never my priorities,
and never did i thought of being a sales girl all my life. NEVER!
im seriously so sick of working with so many school stuffs in hand.
no time, no time.
we've 2/3 more proj to complete, and there's not enough time.
because all the due dates are the same! goodness!!
but seriously,
i like this kind of stress.
being stressed over school is better than being stressed over work=)


sometimes when she tells me abt him,
i felt a bit of jealousy in me.
i know its so wrong of me to feel this way.
but i cant help feeling this way.
i dont know why.
can someone please help!


talking abt it make upset again.
sighs, shouldn't have started the topic.
sometimes i really missed the feelings of not being alone.
and 4 days later, its 2 years.


ALRIGHT! ended!



posted: 16th jul 'o7 @ 1945hrs.