faded lives

countdown2 more days=D
im awaiting for the day to come.
for i had not had
a very happy bday
for like ages.
no celebrations with much frens.
last yr was more pathetic.
only manage to get out
after 6 in the evening.
first, my phone kana cut off.
den, they all say nt meeting me!!
and mummy even forget abt it.
i was like.
wad the ??
forget it.
wads the use with presents?
when no one celebrated with me,
duhh!!


of all the presents last yr,
i will never forget,
the one jiayi gave me.
FISH=)
too bad it still cant live on
on the end.
sobs.
as for rest of the presents,
i only rmb i get pencil box,
wallet, n.
i cant rmb anymore.
its been like.
a year, hello!
this yr hope to get more=x=x
just cracking a joke.



am at xiaoyi's place now.
being here is better than being at hm.
at least i just tell ahyi once,
she rmbs my bday is on the 8th.
preparing mian xian for me tmr morning.
not like being at home.
not even a happy bday frm dad or mum.
worst still,
nth from any brothers.
anw, its the past.
forget it .
shall live on happily
with this year's bday.
hope pple celebrating with me
can make me veh happy=)



wau.
gilbert accepted my testimonial.
i was so shocked.
hahaha.
dunno wad he'll think.
but i dun care.
s long as he accept,
den good enough le.
muct bear in mind my new resolution
//to live a happy lives
and forget all about him//



im so freaked out,
upon thinking about my Os result.
im so afraid that
i will not do well.
and not being able to get into poly.
wad am i going to do ?
i cant possibly face mummy.
ah kor all.
ah yi.
OH MY BEN!
wad am i gonna do if really
it happens ??




forget about exam first.
im going on a holiday on the 27th.
CNY holiday.
to bangkok, pattaya.
tickets are booked.
woohoo!
i thought that my first
destination after i got my passport
will be m'sia.
but i never expect it would be
bangkok, pattaya =D
im so looking forward to that day =D
byebye to singapore in 21days time,
and expect me in 26days later agn .




i miss qii, yi, angela dear,
lovable QAD, michh beloved,
miss kom, the 7gers, joycee,
xiaotian aiai, 2/8, xinying, peibing,
and SCHOOOL!!!
i missed the days carrying books,
carrying new bags
and changing bags every sem.
i missed the days with friends .
esp daoster 4 days.











// where's price charming ?? //
// where's true love ? //
// where's the love //






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